Val 🏳️‍⚧️ (En)

Bravo! I’m really impressed with you for your great ability to lose your last three best friends, every consecutive year without failing. And even more because you have lost the three of them for issues that were clearly your fault and by wanting to fix things, you just were able to make everything worse. I don’t know why you keep making an effort in wanting to keep relationships with people when obviously you can not. You’re always scared of being wrong with people, and you just don’t grow up as much as you tell people. Of course you deserve to be alone. I don’t know how you still have that spark of hope of things changing one day and you can have more stable interpersonal relationships. It’s evident you have way too many troubles, and you surely won’t be able to fix them. As much as you want to, that’s your nature. Just give up. It will be less tiring for you, and easier for everyone else to not reject you in the face. Although maybe they don’t even do it as discretely as you think. Why do you think nobody ever invites you to meet up? Why do you think you don’t fit in any group of people? Even your family barely tolerates you, even if you don’t realize it. You can put up the face of being stronger, but you know you’re weak. And this is too much for you.

Sincerely, your inner demons.